181 Demonstrate It

 181 Demonstrate It

It’s just a theory until we do it. Now that I know it is bad for me I will never do it again. That’s the universal theme song of this alcoholic. At six month of sobriety I reflected I had not drink any alcohol in all that time. I was alone, talking to me and said – I’m telling you I have not drank in six whole months – no really - I have not drank alcohol in six months. That may sound insane but it was as if I just realized that fact. I was truly surprised. I would get angry when my then wife did not believe that I had changed, not only about my drinking but my violence and a few other defects. Why should she? I had played the universal theme song many times. Now that I know it is costing me everything I will never, never do "it" again. I won’t even think about it. Then in a few hours or a day or two I would be doing "it" again. Years passed before I could accept that others did not believe I had changed. I did not believe I had changed. It is important to live the change long enough for the idea, theory to become a way of life.


1. Have you ever been sure that you had changed, then fall in the old rut?

2. Have you recorded our universal theme song?

Random Awakening

Where and when will I experience my Higher Power?