256 Dissatisfied With Dissatisfaction

 256 Dissatisfied With Dissatisfaction

We do not ask for too much – we ask for too little.

DISSATISFIED WITH DISSATISFACTION

I now surrender both what is good and what is bad, with my present understanding. Father I am grateful for the table You have prepared before me in the presence of my dis-empowered enemies, even those within me. With the eyes of faith I see the good within each of us and I give You the glory, Father. I am given the ability to do my little part in this world, for this I am grateful. I now realize that You have given me more than I need of what I want before I asked. Now I realize it is You, Father telling me want to ask for, which is a freedom from want. I now realize that all contribute to my mission’s advancement. I am grateful for all things and events. Love and gratitude always come to me as grace and a consciousness of that mystical union I so desire. I love sharing my little finite part of the Infinite Whole. I choose to let go of any dissatisfaction because it multiplies my illusions of lack and limitation I made up or went along with. I am dissatisfied with dissatisfaction. I am embracing abundance and love instead of wasting my time and energy on the useless. I am no longer taken in by unwanted dissatisfying host, they are unwanted guest. "The Lord is good to those whose hope is in Him, to the one who seeks Him; it is good to wait quietly for the salvation of the Lord....Sit alone in silence...." (Lamentations 3:25-26, 28) Now is the time for me to reconnect with our Father within. I listen to His direction for today, and then do my little part. I choose to enlist my fragmented personal "reality" into His loving service. The essence of contemplative prayer is a way of pure faith, nothing else, we do not have to feel it, but we do have to practice it.

QUESTIONS:

1. What do you do when you are dissatisfied with dissatisfaction?

2. Do you practice daily prayer? Mediation? Contemplation? Affirmation?

Random Awakening

Al Kohallek asked his sponsor Lou-is why it is so hard to forgive myself? Lou-is assured him that he was not alone in this, but there is a solution, I will share with you this secret with you if you are ready to hear it.