256 Dissatisfied With Dissatisfaction

 256 Dissatisfied With Dissatisfaction

We do not ask for too much – we ask for too little.


I now surrender both what is good and what is bad, with my present understanding. Father I am grateful for the table You have prepared before me in the presence of my dis-empowered enemies, even those within me. With the eyes of faith I see the good within each of us and I give You the glory, Father. I am given the ability to do my little part in this world, for this I am grateful. I now realize that You have given me more than I need of what I want before I asked. Now I realize it is You, Father telling me want to ask for, which is a freedom from want. I now realize that all contribute to my mission’s advancement. I am grateful for all things and events. Love and gratitude always come to me as grace and a consciousness of that mystical union I so desire. I love sharing my little finite part of the Infinite Whole. I choose to let go of any dissatisfaction because it multiplies my illusions of lack and limitation I made up or went along with. I am dissatisfied with dissatisfaction. I am embracing abundance and love instead of wasting my time and energy on the useless. I am no longer taken in by unwanted dissatisfying host, they are unwanted guest. "The Lord is good to those whose hope is in Him, to the one who seeks Him; it is good to wait quietly for the salvation of the Lord....Sit alone in silence...." (Lamentations 3:25-26, 28) Now is the time for me to reconnect with our Father within. I listen to His direction for today, and then do my little part. I choose to enlist my fragmented personal "reality" into His loving service. The essence of contemplative prayer is a way of pure faith, nothing else, we do not have to feel it, but we do have to practice it.


1. What do you do when you are dissatisfied with dissatisfaction?

2. Do you practice daily prayer? Mediation? Contemplation? Affirmation?

Random Awakening

Al Kohallek asked his sponsor Lou-is why it is so hard to forgive myself? Lou-is assured him that he was not alone in this, but there is a solution, I will share with you this secret with you if you are ready to hear it.