230 Our Father/Mother's Forgiveness

 230 Our Father/Mother’s Forgiveness

What I thought called for the need for your forgiveness is changing. I need forgiveness for all the ways I make up illusions of separation. When I judge someone or something as wrong or not doing right that calls for my forgiveness, that’s making up an illusion of separation, I believe is our greatest crime. My experience tells me that I will do a wrong or not do a right, petty or gross before this day is over. I will judge others with that same world view. My greatest Hero was asked something like; how many times will we need to forgive someone, 7 times and He replied no 70 times 7. In other words because of my continuing judgments I have an endless need for forgiveness. I want to believe that a loving human father or mother would comfort their child awakening from a bad dream or a too limited good dream, reassuring their child that it was only a dream. I believe that this human experience in a dream filled with illusions. I believe that our Higher Power wants to reassure us this life is just a dream, one day we will awaken. I don’t believe it is our Loving Higher Power withholding our fulfillment but each of us on our journey through this illusionary world. Everyone spills their "milk" sometimes, let us help them clean it up and offer them another helping of "milk".

Random Awakening

This is Day Twenty-nine of Lou-is' 40-Day feasting on his individual heart's desire, which is something he wants to attain and to fast from everything, which is unlike it. This project is to build the Spiritual, mental, physical, emotional and social equivalent or container to enable him to change and keep that change, by practice. I am dedicating one of my daily practices for each of the major characteristics of my mission. TODAY: PROMPTLY ADMITTED