236 Messengers Are Needed

236 Messengers Are Needed

I started off the year with a meeting. Before it was over I was confronted with and old weakness. I find it easy to communicate with my home group. When I am at other groups I hold back the depth of love, gratitude and perhaps the wisdom given to me to share. This is one thing I pray will change. I want to share openly with anyone I am drawn but have not. Is it a fear I have not fully embraced? Is it the judgment I made about who I can openly share with and who I should not? I am willing to surrender all of it now before I waste more of my opportunities to serve. I freely choose to surrender my self-made prisoner. "The Presence is immense, yet so humble; awe-inspiring, yet so gentle; limitless, yet so intimate, tender and personal...This Presence is healing, strengthening, refreshing...A door open within me, but from the other side. I seem to have tasted before the mysterious sweetness of this enveloping, permeating Presence. It is both emptiness and fullness at once. Father Keating's Open Mind Open Heart p 137. He is able to communicate so well what I sometimes realize and for this I am truly grateful but sad.

Random Awakening

When I look in the mirror on my bathroom wall I can see my personal “reality” mask concealing my True identity.