259 My Personal "reality" is Changing

 259 My Personal "reality" is Changing

My prayers and meditations are not to change our Father but to change me so that I am in alignment with His Will for me. When I believe that I am in alignment I experience a love and joy deeper than words. My prayers and meditations this morning are centered on the area I am trying to get a handle on; the abuse and misuse of power. My denial has broken down and I now have to deal with my negative stuff connected with it. I cannot come close to an acceptance of any abuse or misuse of power or my giving anyone or anything my power by being in conflict with it. I was thinking about the ISIS movement and remembered one of my Hero’s saying; "You meant it for evil but God meant it for good". So what good can come out of such evil? For one thing I have to ask myself do I have a cause that I am willing to live and die, even as my Hero did. What about the many scams going on that our so called "leaders" are aware of or part of. How can their evil be for our good? I asked for an understanding from our Father. It comes to me how is this an answer to my prayers? This experience offers opportunities to return to our Father our only true Source.

Random Awakening

"It is not the critic who counts, not the man who points out how the strong man stumbled, or where the doer of deeds could have done better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena." (Theodore Roosevelt)