281 Our Father's Worth and Value

 281 Our Father’s Worth and Value

I woke up early this morning and could not go back to sleep. I had a stream of thoughts about our Father's worth and value and how it is contrary to mine. I realize my worth and value is not contrary but a tiny part of His Whole expression of life. I cannot understand with this finite mind I have His infinite life. My faith in His Nature being expressed through each of us I can in principle accept it. His worth and value is infinite, beyond human understanding. I cannot cause His worth or value to increase or decrease. By the way I judge His worth and value I react as if is as I believe. No wonder I need to be restored to sanity that is if I ever had any. I realize I cannot cause His unconditional love to be more or less but I act like it by making it conditional. I cannot please or displease You Father. I cannot earn Your grace or be bad enough to stop it. I say that I know, I believe in Your Omnipresence yet I make up illusions of separation. I say that I know, I believe that You are Omnipotence and yet experience powerlessness. I act at times as if it is up to me to do life alone and unaided. I say that I know, I believe that You are the all Knowing Presence within doing the works we call life and yet act and react unwise. I now ask that I am able store up treasures that You will for me, that You value, Father. Thy Love be done.

Random Awakening

Just another affirmation to help me build into my personal “reality” what I want instead of what I do not want.