349 Waste of Time

349 Waste of Time

Am I to continue to "swat at gnats and swallow camels?" Am I to continue to wasting my time and energy on useless and unimportant "stuff"? So much of the "stuff" going on in the world I have no control over, yet I get into useless arguments and end up with a resentment over. I believe that all arguments and resentments are useless, a waste of time and energy. My dad shared an important insight with me; no matter what is going on in the outside world if I have a loving place to go I am OK. AA was my first loving place that I experienced that OK-ness. No matter want was going on outside AA I could turn to my AA home and I feel OK. I am the co-author of my personal "reality" experience in union with our Father within. I must take responsibility for that partnership. I choose not to use this gift to make up the illusion that our Father is powerless to realign me with His Will, His Divine Design. I cannot do anything bad enough to prevent His grace nor can I do anything good enough to earn it. I am prepared by grace and I am preparing to share myself just as I am. Thy Love be done.

Random Awakening

"Turn your face to the sun and the shadows fall behind you." (An Old Proverb) Let us face our Father's Divine Light and our darkness will fall behind us.