356 Mourning

356 Mourning

Due to a physical problem of late I am feeling the mourning for the loss of part of my "innocence". I pray that I never again have anything that gets in the way of my mission. One of the side effects of this problem is physical tiredness and weakness and my old companion; negative thoughts and feelings. This is a sign that I do not trust our Father as my only True Source. This morning I had an insight about my faithful journey. The fruit of my faith in You Father is conformation You are my only True Source for my finite works. The fruit of my finite works is an opening of my consciousness to Your Grace. The fruit of Your Grace consciously realized is gratitude. The fruit of my gratitude is a love deeper than words. The fruit of my love is expanding my faith. The fruit of this expanded faith is the beginning of a greater trust and faith in You Father as our infinite Source. Thy Love be done.

Random Awakening

I was dreaming I was standing at the door of the wall-less prison I had “made up” with my person “reality” my dream world, another one of my illusions of separation.