406 Day 6 of a 40-Day Practice

 406 Day 6 of a 40-Day Practice

This is Day Six of Lou-is' 40-Day feasting on his individual heart's desire, which is something he wants to attain and to fast from everything which is unlike it. This project is to build the Spiritual, mental, physical, emotional and social equivalent or container to enable him to change and keep that change, by practice. TODAY: I IDENTIFY AS ALL THREE…


MY MISSION STATEMENT - I am devoted, dedicated, committed to experiencing Your Presence, Father consciously, consistently within me and everywhere present. I want to know, to realize, to live for Your Will for me, empowered by Your loving grace. My mission in now clear, I need, I want to share all I am given with whomever You Will, Father. I look to You as my only Source to provide me with everyone and everything it takes to carry out the Mission You gave me. Thank You.



Yesterday I had to be the lawgiver (The Father) to one who has been drifting in and out of insanity, putting their self in harms way. Like the Prodigal Son this person would make endless promises to stop what they were doing. This person would promise forever and forever only to go back out once again into the same insane far country. I asked that person not to come "home" to me, unless they were ready to do their Steps. Willing to do whatever it takes to walk their talk by bring some real Step work when they came back. Because of that I had been as the Prodigal Son many times. I found myself enabling this person as I had been by my loved ones, which seemed like love but was not. When a Father like person (Dr. Nixon) stopped enabling me, I found myself on a true path Home.

Before I realized I needed to be as the loving Father, which is a caring lawgiver and stop my enabling, I turned into an Elder Brother. That is I turned angry, jealous, and judgmental at my Father for forgiving my Prodigal Brother again. He had been out practicing insanity while I had to stay-at-home and do all the right stuff. As a result, I got onto myself for being unloving, after all who am I to judge another when I had done the same insane stuff?

By our Father’s grace I am a forgiven Prodigal Son, a forgiven Elder Brother. Sometimes I am a sponsor who must take on the hard path of a loving, caring lawgiver as a Father, surrendering everyone and everything in an abiding faith in Your grace, Father.


Can you identify yourself as the Father?

Can you identify yourself as the Prodigal Son?

Can you identify yourself as the Elder Brother?

Random Awakening

I want to express the love and gratitude I have for our Father and His Son.