079 Was I Dreaming

079 Was I Dreaming?

I was dreaming I was standing at the door of the wall-less prison I had "made up" with my person "reality" my dream world, another one of my illusions of separation. I was begging our Father to open this door, which was not and asking our Father to heal the separation that never was. I thought I was returning Home from a journey into a far country, like the Prodigal son. Nevertheless, when I stood in Your Presence Father, I realized I had never left. I had always been here and now in Your Presence, but I had been in a "made up" darkness, a walled off prison, an illusion of separation. I realize intuitively that none of Your creations can be apart from You and live. I then heard an intuitively knowing Voice within me saying; awaken at this place where you have always been. You are all created in My image and likeness, and I am Love and so is all my creations love. Each one of you I gave a purpose individually when I created you. You are asking why it is so difficult to forgive yourself. In part it is caused by your trying to forgive what I did not judge you for. You try to be what you are not, and then forgot it. What you are experiencing is Divine Discontent because you are not expressing all the love you are. You are not consciously and consistently living your purpose that I gave you. The answer is simple; love the best you can, and carry out you mission, which is My Will, the best you can, here and now. I will supply you with all you need, to you it’s abundance. No need for forgiveness, without a judgment calling for a forgiveness. I do not judge my children for having nightmares. Now abide in the love you are and the individual I created you as the best you can. I will take care of the results. Now awaken and be about our Father’s Business. Yes, I do love you.


1. What are your illusions of separation you made up?

2. Are you now willing to surrender all illusions good or bad?

Random Awakening

I’m trying to understand my dark violent image within my personal “reality.”