092 Birthday Inventory

092 Birthday Inventory

Coming upon my A.A. birthday I have given my past too much attention, wasting time and energy I could use on what I tell myself I really want. I want my life to make a good difference. I want to love and worship our Father by loving all of His creators. I don’t want to deny or discount my wrong doings but I can honestly say I wasted more time and energy on the drug guilt and punishment for my wrongs and the wrongs of others than the wrongs. The older I get the more aware of the need to conserve my energy is. I need to let go of all wrongdoing my own or others as quickly as I can. I need to extend love, mercy and forgiveness to all, including me. Negative dwelling on wrongs build walls that block my love for our Father, others and myself. I am committed to my retirement from wall building. I am committed, devoted and dedicated to conserving my time and energy to be the loving son and loving brother to all I can be. Let the light of my spirit of love overshadow all negative shadows. When I say to all; come let me love you, heal you, teach you and forgive you that I mean it with all of my heart, mind and soul. Come let us love one another. Thy Love, Thy Will be done.

QUESTIONS:

1. Do you waste more time and energy on guilt and punishment for a wrong done than the time doing the wrong?

2. Do you experience extremes highs and lows around important anniversaries?

Random Awakening

I have a new project on my mind and I cannot think of anything else. “Behind every problem or difficulty lies the Truth of Being.” Fox