098 I'M a Worker

098 I’m a Worker

Because I am a worker I always think I could have done more. With very little reflection I can see whatever I have done that seem to matter was always by grace. I show up every day and share what I can with whoever shows up. When I reflect on the "bigger" impact stuff I can see an Invisible, Silent means of support. Starting with my A.A. 58th birthday. I have no illusions that I have earned all the gifts I am given. I have freely accepted our Father’s mercy and grace. My physical life should have been over long ago yet here I am at 84 and a half. My financial condition came by grace. Doors opening and closing bring unearned success, a mystical feel as if I have had a guiding angel. My website has allowed me to share my workbooks and workshops all over the world. I will never meet most of those using these works. I found out in 2007 that my website 12stepworkbook.org had 8,300,000 hits and over 330,000 downloads in 46 countries. My abilities are so limited it is clear this could only come about by grace. It has always been our Father within all of us doing the works. I don’t have the time or space to even outline all I have been given but it should be clear why I am so grateful. Come let us love one another. Thy Love, Thy Will be done.

QUESTIONS:

1. Have you found the joyful fulfillment in service work?

2. What type of service do you enjoy the most?

Random Awakening

This is Day Thirty of Lou-is' 40-Day feasting on his individual heart's desire, which is something he wants to attain and to fast from everything, which is unlike it. This project is to build the Spiritual, mental, physical, emotional and social equivalent or container to enable him to change and keep that change, by practice. I am dedicating one of my daily practices for each of the major characteristics of my mission. TODAY: WALL-LESS COCOON