My last drunk had landed me in the hospital, totally broken.
It was then that I was able to see my past float in front
of me. I realized that, through drinking, I had lived
every nightmare I had ever had. My own self-will and
obsession to drink had driven me into a dark pit of hallucinations,
black outs and despair. Finally beaten, I asked for God's
help. His presence told me to believe. My obsession
for alcohol was taken away and my paranoia has since been
lifted. I am no longer afraid. I know my life
is healthy and sane.