Step Four and Five were difficult, but worthwhile. Now I was struck on Step Six and, in despair, I picked up the Big Book and read this passage. I was outside, praying for willingness, when I raised my eyes and saw a huge bird rising in the sky. I watched it suddenly give itself up to the powerful air currents of the mountains. Swept along, swooping and soaring, the
bird did things seemingly impossible for mortal birds to do. It was an inspiring example of a fellow creature "letting go" to a power greater than itself. I realized that if the bird "took back his will" and tried to fly with less trust, on its power alone, it would spoil its apparent free flight. That insight granted me the willingness to pray the Seventh Step Prayer.
It's not easy to know God's will in each
circumstance. I must search out and be ready for the currents,
and that's where prayer and meditation help! Because I am,
of myself, nothing, I ask God to grant me the knowledge of
His will and the power and courage to carry it out--today.