With the realization and acceptance that I had played a part
in the way my life had turned out came a dramatic change in
my outlook. It was at this point that the A.A. program
began to work for me. In the past I had always blamed
others, either God or other people, for my circumstances.
I never felt that I had a choice in altering my life.
My decisions had been based on fear, pride, or ego.
As a result, those decisions led me down a path of self-destruction.
Today I try to allow my God to guide me on the road to sanity.
I am responsible for my action-- or inaction-- whatever the
consequences may be.