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Bill
Calls On A.A. To "Look Out Upon Its Destiny" As
A Society
By
Bill W., General Service Conference, 1961
The
1961 Conference, like its predecessors was illuminated by
several formal and informal presentations by Bill W., surviving
cofounder of A.A. A recurring theme in these talks
during the four day meeting was the importance of the Conference
structure to assure sound growth of the Fellowship. Bill
also emphasized the need to be realistic in evaluating A.A.
activities to date, warning that humility and a spirit of
cooperation should mark the Societys relations with
others who share A.A.s concern with the problem of alcoholism.
Key
excerpts from Bills follows:
Contrast
Between Good, Evil Societies
Since
the beginning of recorded time, many societies and nations
of civilizations have passed in review. In those great ones
that have left their mark for good, in contrast with those
who have left their mark for evil, there has been always
a sense of history, a true and a high and a constant purpose,
and there has always been a sense of destiny.
In
the societies which failed to leave a bright mark in the
annals of the world, there was always a false or boastful
sense of history, always a mistaken or inadequate purpose
and always the presumption of an infinite, a glorious and
an exclusive destiny.
In
the societies that left their mark of goodness on time,
the sense of history was not a matter for pride or for glory;
it was the substance of the learning of the experience of
the past. In the purpose of such a society there was always
truth and constancy, but never a supposition that the society
had apprehended all of the truth-or the superior truth.
And in the sense of destiny there was no conceit, no supposition
that a society or nation or culture would last forever and
go on to greater glories. But there was always a sense of
duty to be fulfilled, whatever destiny the society might
be assigned by providence for the betterment of the world.
This
is the crossroads at which we in A.A. stand. This is a good
time to re-examine how well we have looked upon our history
and how much we have profited by it, what false insights
or false glories we may have been extracting from historyto
our future detriment. It is a moment to examine the purpose
of this Society. Indeed, we are very lucky to be able to
state as the nucleus of that purpose a single word: sobriety.
Need
For More Quietude
Quite
early we saw, however, that sobriety in abstinence from
alcohol could never be attained unless there was sobriety
and more quietude in the false motivations that underlay
our drinking.
When
the Twelve Steps were cast up- without any real experience
and therefore under some Guidance, surely- we were given
keys to sobriety in its wider implications. We have been
blessed with a concrete definition of purpose but, for all
its concreteness, we could still abuse it and misuse it
in a very natural way.
Some
times we begin to think that perhaps, according to the Scriptural
promise, the first shall be last and the last- meaning us-shall
really be first. That would indeed be a very dangerous presumption
and never should we indulge it. If we do, we shall compete
in history with other societies who have been ill-advised
enough to suppose that they had a monopoly on truth or were
in some way superior to other attempts of men to think and
to associate in love and in harmony.
We
may look out upon our destiny with no violation of our principle
that we are to live one day at a time. We mean that, emotionally,
each in his personal life is never to repine upon the past
glory too much in the present or presume upon the future.
We shall attend to the days business but we shall
try to apprehend ever more truth from the lessons of our
history, not the lessons of our successes but the lessons
of our defections, failures and the awful emotions that
can be set loose upon us. For these, indeed, are the raw
materials that God has used to forge this still rather little
instrument called Alcoholics Anonymous. So we may look at
destiny and we may ask ourselves about it and speculate
upon it a little if we do not presume to play
God.
Fresh
Freedom Under God
By
this singular Providence which has been ours, it has been
our privilege to walk through a new door that opened a quarter
of a century ago. This quarter century, this brief span
of life of Alcoholics Anonymous, has been characterized
by exactly the reverse of what has been going on in the
world around us. Each turning point in our history has opened
up to fresh freedom under God for greater numbers of people.
When
I was asked to write a greeting to this Conference, I think
I used the word "family" in describing A.A. for
perhaps the first time, it occurred to me that we were more
than a therapy, more than a group of alcoholics trying to
get along in the world. We here in this room were small
fragments of a huge and growing family, a fragment collectively
designated for the time being as "trusted servants"
for the rest and appointed to a mission which would further
our purpose and destiny.
Need
To Establish Conference
You
will remember that at St. Louis a huge transference took
place. We oldtimers realizing that we couldnt
last forever, also realized that a linkage had to be made
between you and this vital beacon of service right here.
We realized that this Conference had to be established firmly
and that you had to be given the opportunity to look after
your own affairs worldwide. We had to apply Tradition Two
to ourselves, formally passing the ultimate authority and
responsibility over to you and to the generations that will
follow you. This powerful experiment had to be tried. One
of the most glorious moments in my whole A.A. career was
the day when I first realized that in spite of my weakness
and your weakness, we are going to do thisand that
it would succeed. But there is more that has to be transferred
than past authority and responsibility. And that this transfer
has been going on a long time, I speak to you of the transfer
of service leadership.
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