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Mysterious Medicine of
Paul DE Kruif
from Today's Health, published by American Medical Assn.)
years ago, alcoholism was among the most hopeless of human
afflictions. The millions suffering from it were largely
untouchable by the science of medicine. Today there's a
reversal in their dreadful fate. More than 250,000 ex-drunks
are now leading normal productive lives - many of them better
citizens than those of us who can take it or leave it alone.
astounding victory had no medical origin; the victims themselves
were their own doctors. Their medicine is not chemical.
Their curious weapons against alcoholic doom is an utterly
abject humility. They have one commander, not human, only
God - God as each of them individually understand Him.
They have absolutely no organization and reject all outside
donations. They follow a strict rule: the names of none
of them must be publicly known. Sacrifice and humility -
these are the secrets of their death-fighting power.
Such is the fellowship of Alcoholics Anonymous.
1934 there was only one lone A.A. He was a brilliant man
as alcoholics often are, but despite his brains he had fought
a losing battle against the bottle, often ending up literally
in the gutter. He was on his way to commitment for alcoholic.
The beginning of the salvation of this "Mr. Bill,"
as A.A.'s call him, was a spiritual mystery. He was befriended
by a former drunk. "Ebby," who assured him that
the one medicine for alcoholics was a simple belief in God.
A surrender to God: "Thy will, not mine, be done."
What made Ebby a bit offbeat as a missionary was that, although
sober then, he could not stick to his own medicine. He couldn't
stop drinking for good.
Bill, a confirmed atheist himself, was hardly a candidate
for Ebby's theoretical therapy. All he had was a desperate
desire to stop drinking. Once, drying out in a hospital
(he knew this was a temporary expedient), Bill felt his
depression deepen unbearably till at last it seemed as if
he'd sunk to the bottom of the pit.
Suddenly he found himself crying out, "If there is
a God, let Him show Himself! I'm ready to do anything, anything!"
at once the room seemed lit up with a great white light.
He was in ecstasy. It burst upon him that he was a free
man, free from his demon. All through him there was a wonderful
feeling of a "Presence."
Bill became frightened. His scientific education told him,
"You're hallucinating. Better call a doctor."
It was providential that he confided his vision to Dr. William
Duncan Silkworth, for many years physician-in-chief of the
Charles B. Towns Hospital in New York City. "Dr. Silky,"
out of his vast experience, knew well that there was no
medical hope whatever for most alcoholics and this had stirred
his compassion for down- and-out-drunks.
crazy, Doc," said Bill, in a panic. Dr. Silkworth probed
him with questions. At last he said, "no, Bill, you're
not crazy. There's been some basic spiritual event here."
Bill now remembered a book he'd read in his search for a
cure. It was The Varieties of Religious Experience, by the
psychologist William James. James taught that true religious
experiences have a common denomination of pain, suffering,
calamity, complete hopelessness. This "deflation at
depth" had to come, said James, before any victim was
ready for God's medicine. And that was exactly what had
happened to Bill before his illumination.
Bill, nothing if not a promoter, now wanted to tell other
alcoholics about his experience. He envisioned beginning
a chain reaction among them. "I started out after drunks
on jet propulsion," says Bill. "It was a kind
of twin -engine
power drive - one part genuine spirituality, and one part
my old desire to be a No.1 man, a big shot."
Bill's drunk-fixing turned out to be a flop. At the end
of six months, none of the scores of inebriates he'd tried
to bring to see God had sobered up. "look, Bill,"
said Dr. Silkworth, "you're having nothing but failure
because you are preaching at these alcoholics. You've got
to deflate these people first. Give them the medical business.
Pour it into them about the sensitivity of their bodies
that condemns them to go mad or die if they keep on drinking."
They'd listen if it came from another alcoholic, Dr. Silky
said. And then Bill might suggest the God medicine to them.
got Bill his first convert, a physician in Akron, Ohio -
Dr. Bob. Then these two guys got busy working on others.
That 1935 summer in Akron, out of many attempts, Bill and
Dr. Bob converted just one more alcoholic. The three of
them were the first group of A.A.'s.
1939 Bill and Bob proudly counted a total of some 100 absolutely
down-and-out drunks now dry. They presumed to write a book,
Alcoholics Anonymous, to celebrate this unparalleled achievement.
The book was built around what they called 12 steps leading
to sobriety. We'll boil them down:
a real desire to quit.
you can't. (this is the hardest step.)
a rigorous confession of personal defects.
to help others.
for God's ever present help.
Accept and acknowledge that help.
At first the medical profession was dubious about a method
that seemed "in no sense scientific." But more
and more doctors began to come to the aid of Bill and his
exbibulous band. Distinguished psychiatrist Dr. Harry Tiebout,
of Greenwich, Conn., had completely failed to cure alcoholics
patients - scientifically. Then one of his patients, a deeply
alcoholic woman, came to him after her first A.A. meeting:
" I think I have the answer. I'll never drink again,
Doctor." And she hasn't.
woman and other recovered people told Dr. Tiebout of their
accepting a higher power - namely, God. But first, the A.A.'s
taught them, they had to acknowledge their own helplessness;
they had to admit they'd hit bottom. The trouble with typical
alcoholics is that they're arrogantly sure they'll lick
this booze business" themselves. Not until they finally
find they can't, Dr. Tiebout saw, do they hit bottom. Then
they can choose: to go down to insanity or death - or to
start up toward God. When they chose God, they don't want
to drink anymore. It is as simple as that.
miracle of A.A. was now clearer to me," says the doctor.
"Hitting bottom became by therapeutic goal with alcoholics."
and Bob and their converts counted more and more recoveries.
By recovery they meant sobriety, total, complete and permanent.
After six years the number had mushroomed to more than 2000,
and by the end of the seventh year, to 8000. One reason
for this astounding growth is, in the words of famed neuropsychiatrist
Dr. Foster Kennedy, of New York, "Every cured drunkard
is a missionary to the sick. God having saved them, they
thank Him by doctoring others."
A.A. need by anonymous to family, friends or neighbors.
But before the public - press, radio, films and TV - the
revelation of identity is not for them. Why? Bill explains
it simply. The A.A.'s are really a new kind of person. To
gain enough humility to stay alive they have had to give
up what have been characteristics common to most of them
- excessive ambition and pride - and quit their crazy contest
for personal prestige. Anonymity is only another word for
humility, the spiritual key to their way of life.
Now members of the medical profession gave A.A. high praise,
recognizing it as the real treatment for alcoholics. And
by thousands the doctors referred problem drinkers to Alcoholics
Anonymous. But where in the early days all recovered alcoholics
had to begin at real bottom, as strictly skid-row bums,
now physicians began to ask the A.A. brethren an embarrassing
question: "Just how deep is bottom? How do you recognize
an early alcoholic? If we knew that, we could begin to raise
Bill explained that the first sign is a loss of control
of drinking. Many, perhaps most, people who drink have some
experience with intemperance. But the potential alcoholic
realizes he's beginning to get drunk at the wrong time -
when the consequences could be painfully damaging. Using
this sign, physicians have been able to discover incipient
drunks by thousands and thousands. Doctors tell such patients
that the fact they haven't yet lost their jobs doesn't mean
that they aren't in danger, and send them to join a group
the doctors who now recruit a third of all our cases,"
explains Bill. "That's why we number about 250,000
today." And A.A. puts its recovery rate at 75 per cent
of all who sincerely try its treatment.
such as resounding success, how does it happen that A.A.
is still utterly without organization? No hospitals, no
paid trained experts. A.A. remains a loosely knit fellowship,
thousands of little groups of recovered drunks who meet
constantly to sustain each other against their number one
enemy, alcohol. The doors of the meeting places are always
open for victims no matter how far gone. They try to lift
up all who fall, which many do.
has the fellowship insisted on staying poor?
D. Rockefeller, Jr., must be thanked for that,” says
Bill. “We once asked him for funds for hospitals and
a big organization. Mr., Rockefeller was deeply moved. But
he said, ‘I’m afraid money would spoil this
thing.’ He rejected the plea flatly.
An associate of Rockefeller had said, "Why, A.A. is
first-century Christianity!” And of course we all
know that first-century Christians changed the world-without
Reader's Digest, June 1960)